When you cheated,(falling in love with someone else while still committed to another is fucking cheating, physical or not) on me with HM, you broke my trust. I stayed. You broke me into so many pieces. My work partner was the only person I talked to about it. I spent most of my days at work crying on his shoulders and talking myself out of leaving. I was crushed. You can relate, but I was there too. You always discount that. You always skip over the part of our marriage where you broke our vows, our trust, and my heart. I stayed. Because you and our family were worth it.
Every time I hear her name, read a post, hear people talk about her, look at myself in the mirror covered in her work I have to relive the moment over where you told me you love her.
You threw me in the trash. Thanks. That was awesome of you.
